I Deserve This
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Title: I Deserve This
Author: Kelly J. Thompson
Rating: PG (Language)
Category: 155 Words, M POV, MSR
Disclaimer: Not mine, never said they were
Feedback: If you liked it let me know at:
foreverkel@zoominternet.net
Author's Note: My contribution to the
Confident Mulder Challenge. If you'd
rather see Mulder hurt and guilt ridden
you should run from this one, there's
none of that here.
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I Deserve This
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I deserve this.
What do I deserve you ask?
Scully needs me. No, she hasn't came right out and
said that to my face. I just know. Every time she
drops by just to see how I am, I know. Every smile,
every touch of her hand, every time she's saved
my ass, I know.
I could sit around wallowing in guilt about all the
pain she's been through since she came into my
life. I could throw away all she means to me by
feeling that way, but I'm not, because she needs
me. I may be crazy, but I'm not an idiot. I know
what I have and there's no way in hell I'm going
to mess this up.
I deserve this, this being Scully's love. Yes,
Scully loves me and this she has came right out
and said to my face. She doesn't actually have to,
though because I have already known.